Goodness.
Took like 30mins to gather photos, 30mins to filter some off,
3 hours JUST TO UPLOAD ALL to blogger.
Currently under the weather for the past few days..Too sick to have fun :<
Sick till I can't even have a good sleep...RECOVER PLEASE..
Don't have the energy to go out, too painful to sleep so
TIME TO BLOG.
So the following is just me being bored.sick.tired.wondering.sad.happy.hoping..
It's been so long since the 3rd day of Lunar New Year, its so true when they say time heals everything. How much it heals, it always leaves a scar or a memory. For scars they do have plastic surgery while memory? I think a hard knock on the head would do the trick! (Don't even try that please?!)
Anyway yes, allow me to brag about the period when I was so down, from emotions to be exact. No point writing..very chimology English, just short and sweet.
It hurts..
It's actually sad when a couple breaks, so unfair when the one who love dearly get hurt more. Put it simply, the one who love the least, controls the relationship? Right?
There can never be a balance emotion share among couples like a 50:50 kind of mathematics calculation. It will never be, so like what our parents or grandparents gave us advice on our growing up stage, ALWAYS CHOOSE SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE.
Ohmytian..They were actually shielding us an emotional breakdown?! Y YOU NO TELL ME EARLIER?! hahaha, joking.
Yes, I'm not afraid to say I was hurt, maybe I wasn't? Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. I'm not afraid to say that I was kind of together with someone who was 7 years older than me. But still people say age doesn't matter right? Ha. Whose fault? In any situation, it's never one persons' fault.
For me..to be more exact, it was my conscience.
It actually sucks when your so used to getting a morning and goodnight text. When it stops, you feel like something is dearly missing. Anyway let's don't look at sad part, we should actually ogle at the happy moments. When someone sends you a good morning text, Its like a DOUBLE ESPRESSO SHOT? Haha, it perks you up, more of a good kick start of your day. And a goodnight text doesn't actually give you a goodnight sleep because you wouldn't want to end the conversation yet, but STILL. A good night text leaves you in a mood to sleep, looking forward to the next day, and in circles it goes and goes.
Till now when I'm typing this, when I think of the past, yes, it stills stings abit. However from what I heard about your life now, I'm actually concerned about you. I wouldn't ask you, scare to talk to you anyway. Anyway your older, wiser I supposed? Just shocked that the guy **** on you again. Sorry if I interpreted wrongly. Anyway you should be happy with him still I guess! Guuuuuuuuuuuuuud.
Someone said I deserve better, for me? I just wondered..there isn't a better I guess, I believe its all about giving and taking. In any relationship to my logic...give and take. Break down that 3 words and there you have it!
Someone told me, Karma to you or me or both of us? haha.
Karma? Then what about me, what have I done to deserve this? Actually to think of it..maybe a couple of things I shouldn't have led on, lies and so...maybe it all slowly built up, like a cup..haha
Yes there's a couple of things maybe I shouldn't fool around, maybe Karma was like TAKE THAT! haha. For my situation actually it was my fault where some peeps told me its my fault for not being COUPLY enough :< thats my karma fuel :< ?
Nicholas shared with me this link of
"Why NICE GUYS FINISH LAST"
Here's the link
A very interesting article and I believe its quite true to an extent. Food for thought
Said that point 2 for me :< on the bright said at least people think I'm NICE! OR AM I NOT? "Evil smile please!" HAHAHAHAHHA.
Anyway past are pastttttt, We should look forward endlessly!! Love everyone.
UPDATE. I'm Jeremy currently 20 years old, graduating from NANYANG POLY with an Engineering Diploma! My semester officially ended when my attachment/internship ended last February. Graduation ceremony would be held in period of May, nothing to be so proud of, as I didn't get real good grades, just borderline. However, we never stop learning, as long we don't stop and keep improving, thats something to BOOASTTTT at least? HAHA.
After Graduation, compulsory serving in NS needed, however I receive a letter asking me to go Sembawang Naval Base for Vocational Assessment? Been through their various test alreadyyy, heard if they select me...ITS VERY SHIONG? What I heard..anyway, proud to be a Singaporean!
Currently working at Ubi Pac-Solution/NCR as an engineer cum technician? Repairs of what you SEE IN AN ATM. BECAUSE OF US THERE CAN BE WORKING ATMS? haha.
Okay, below are loads of photos, memories, next time when I browse this online blog, I would be like...OH? DON'T YOU SAY? OMTIAN? hahaha.
Apart from my current temporary full-time job, I'm still working in Wafflelicious.
First such brand, first such yummylicious waffles there.
GO GOOGLE OR FACEBOOK IT. FIND IT AND TRY IT ASAPPP!
An OCBC cassetteeeeee
See those Police escorting men with cassettes to atms?
THERE YOU HAVE IT. haha
One of the delivery days with NICHOLAS
Those are receipt printers.
Just pictures to share
OH. Goodness this I got to share...
Actually, its almost 2am, tomorrow there's work for me
Looks like I got to turn in already..
Shall update tmr or as soon as I could kay...
can see all the photos that happen from new year to now..
till then..
